Condemnation is so scary.

I’ve always had a habit to condemn myself for making mistakes. Recently, I haven’t been attending school regularly.
As much as I appear to be the ‘happy go lucky’ sort, I genuinely feel bad for skipping school. I need my 4.0 GPA. Can’t afford to screw my grades again! Jesus help me! I don’t wanna feel condemned for making any mistakes.
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Hope does not disappoint!

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking.
When life hits me with a labyrinth, everything seems so bleak.
I can’t be sure that I’m making the correct decisions for my future.
Honestly, can anyone even make the “correct/perfect” decisions for something so complicated?

Geez. I know I really should place my situation into God’s hands. But it’s really not so simple.
I’m not sure if I’m the only one who finds it tough to trust my entire future in God’s hands.
But I really want to! If it was any easier, I would have done it a long time ago.

Romans 5:5

Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.

 

Someone pray for me.

Life’s a b*tch! I’m sure we all agree.

Ever thought running away was a good option?

Think again

Life’s a b*tch! Running away won’t get you anywhere.

 

Welcome to reality.

Your problems are gonna be there until you decide to settle them.

 

I hate how tempting it is to run away from our troubles in life.
If I was given a choice, I’d run away anytime. Confrontation sucks.
We live in a cruel world where mistakes aren’t tolerated. Nobody is going to give us another chance.
We’ve got to strive hard and make a name for ourselves!
As much as I hate to say this, Studying is by far the only thing I can think of right now.
I’m sure you’ll all agree that studying is mundane and oftentimes, boring.
But we don’t really have a choice, do we?
Since we don’t have a choice but to take on that degree, why not make the best out of it?
Why don’t we give it our all and do ourselves proud?

so many questions, so little answers.